Only God Knows Why

I've been sittin' here tryin' to find myself I get behind myself, I need to rewind myself Lookin' for the payback, listen for the playback They say that every man bleeds just like me And I feel like number one yet I'm last in line I watch my youngest son and it helps to pass the time I take too many pills that helps to ease the pain I made a couple dollar bills, still I feel the same Everybody knows my name They say it way out loud A lot of folks fuck with me It's hard to hang out in crowds I guess that's the price you pay To be some big shot like I am Out stretched hands and one night stands Still I can't find love And when your walls come tumblin' down I will always be around, yeah And when your walls come tumblin' down I will always be around People don't know 'bout the things I say and do They don't understand 'bout the shit that I've been through It's been so long since I've been home I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long Maybe I forgot all the things I miss Oh, somehow I know there's more to life than this I said it too many times and I still stand firm You get what you put in And people get what they deserve Still I ain't seen mine No, I ain't seen mine I've been givin', just ain't been gettin' I've been walkin' that there line So I think I'll keep a walkin' With my head held high I'll keep movin' on And only God knows why Only God, only God Only God knows why Only God knows why, why, why Only God knows why Take me to the river, hey Won't you take me to the river, hey, hey, yeah