Love/Paranoia

I may not be as honest as I ought to be Now that, when the walls go up I said it didn't worry me but it hit me like an arrow Babe, to know, I could just be paranoid Won't quell the desire to know what was really going on "Does it really fucking matter? Babe?" Is all you can ask me Okay, fair play, here we go I've heard those words before Are you sure it was nothing 'Cause it made me feel like dying inside Never thought I was insecure But it's pure Didn't notice until I was in love For real Am I really gonna cross the line Just to find what you're typing? If only I could read your mind Oh, I'd be fine, I'd be normal Now's my time, gonna do it And suddenly I'm the phoney one The only one with a problem True love is bringing it out of me The worst in me, and I know now Do you remember the time we were The time we were by the ocean? I didn't care if it was day or night The world was right where I wanted Girl I'm sorry Babe I'm really, really sorry