just stand there

And I just stand there It's been a while since I heard my own voice (Hm, you gave-gave love, you gave it to-) I just stand there Just before she says that she loves me She loves me (gave it to-, gave love) She loves me (however I made you feel) I sit with the night in appreciation The disability to hear a world (yeah, gave-gave love) I'm alive, I'm alive and I can feel it (I just want you to say) She loves me (I just want you to say) And I just stand there And my one-bed apartment feels like a coliseum I feel pretty, but in a handsome way (I just want you to say) She loves me (I just want you to say) And I just stand there And she looks at me like she's taking photos I just stood laughing, the full lung capacity At the first crunch of potato, cheese, and onion crisps I'm wide-eyed at the window (I just want you to say) And I just stand there (I just want you to say) And I just- And we spent some nights makin' some love in my room Glued to the window Watching all the people go about their lives And we decided their futures for them and ugly laughed And I remember thinking to myself "Don't you dare get used to this" "Don't you dare, don't you" It felt like all four seasons happened in one day And I just stand there, laughing at you 'Cause I can't believe this is real And I just stand there And I just- And I just- I just stand there I just stand there I just stand there She loves me