If This Is Goodbye

I feel like we crossed paths at the wrong side We fell in love at the wrong time Too many break ups, too many make-ups Just to pretend like its alright I know there was time it was unreal But most of the time it was unfair I know there was times I was never there But there were never times I never cared, I swear I lost count on how many times that I cheated I lost count on how many times that I lied I lost count on how many times I decieved ya All those nights that I would make you cry Now I know just how bad I need ya Lost without you right by my side I'm so sorry I wasted all of your time If this is goodbye I just wanna tell you that I promise that I tried If this is goodbye Then, girl, I am so sorry for all the times I lied But people can make some mistakes They can learn, they can change But I know all it takes is some time But if it's too late, then I guess That I wish you the best I hope we'll meet somewhere down the line If this is goodbye Maybe I was immature, maybe I was too young Maybe I was just in denial Maybe I didn't realize that I had a good thing That was way more than worth my while And you love me for me, not because of Anth Or the money you see Not because the chain on my neck or the cribs that I got Or the trips that I take overseas I was too busy running around Different town, different girls That I will never fall in love with When I had a good girl back at home Who was down, from the start When I never really was shit Now I feel so dumb, don't say that it's done Isabella, you know that I still want this Baby, please be honest Do you really not want this? If this is goodbye I just wanna tell you that I promise that I tried If this is goodbye Then, girl, I am so sorry for all the times I lied But people can make some mistakes They can learn, they can change But I know all it takes is some time But if it's too late, then I guess That I wish you the best I hope we'll meet somewhere down the line If this is goodbye